At 16 I went to the house of an aunt and uncle for personal reasons.
All the time I lived there had a great wrong, my cousin and my uncle treated me as an employee and swept the floor with me.
I could never stand up for shyness and because I do not like arguing or fighting. The few times I did, I felt really bad and I regret very much because I do not like to hurt anyone.
After a year and some do not take it anymore all this abuse and you tell this to a guy who was a distant acquaintance who is not liked me at all, but I always spoke and I could not take the road (tiresome o_O) So I offered to live with him and another friend, and I assure you that this would aid friends, while I could get a place to go.
already living with them he came to me that I go to the street if I did not love him. Bone all ended up being a total mess, he really hurt me, I will come to hate, and there I was alone and could not do anything. I spent hours crying in the darkness thinking also that all the people I surround myself with girl ever accept myself and I always hated him for anything.
A year and a half later, his friend who were living began to be my friend and talking on msn sent me a page was snap''Lolita''I do not know.
Earlier this year he brought me a lot, but I refused to that, I could not believe what I was feeling.
After 9 months I could not keep refusing. Then one day I went to visit his house gave him a kiss, how good was he told me he loved me (we knew 3 years ago) and asked me to live with him also out of the hell that was living (his friend's house) because the much abused me physically and mentally.
living with my boyfriend I was that interested me much about the lolita also because he loved and took care to guide me down that road, opened his eyes and could finally be who he really was me.
After all bad things that I lived my whole life (not anyone I can count) I learned to love myself because in the end and I appreciate someone looks like glass, that way the black was no longer my favorite color, sadness detachment my skin and I appreciate the beautiful colors, I fell in love with that beautiful perfect world we lived hidden in my soul and became a reality,''the''Lolita
always seek purity.
