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What I was told Frank I had arrived. I was shown things from elsewhere. I thought indestructible, and had finished crying in the bathroom shot who thought my life had been an idiot.
Blake
: For what? I already said what I had to say.
Blake: No, I do not. I have to tell you something, is about yesterday, opens please.
I went to the lock, say a turn key, opened it, and returned to the same corner where he was seconds ago.
Blake: Look, Frank would not say what he said, is that he was disturbed by what is happening.
Blake: Look, Frank would not say what he said, is that he was disturbed by what is happening.
I : Yes it was what he meant, he kept it long ago, it showed. And know it's the worst thing? The only person who dared to tell the truth in all these years were neither my friend nor my parents, was the person I hated with all my heart for so many years. He was the only one who had the courage. I have nobody. My friend left me, now my parents, who go and leave me when I really I have to stand beside them. I have nobody, Blake, to anyone. And now I know why. It's my fault.
Blake: Do not say that. Not true. That you wanted to talk. Frank is not what you meant. I had a sort of discussion with him last night.
I
: What I meant? Blake
: What happened last night.
I : What? What happened? Something serious? Tell me fav ...
Blake : Relax, do not worry, I'll tell you all that Frank told me. Last night after dinner, when you heard your parents were going and they left you here with Wentz, you got mad, so it is understandable what I was going lately. You got up from the table and left.
I : Yeah, I so agree. I walked not knowing where to go until I called Katie and told me there was a party. I remember having walked into the party and then not know anymore.
Blake: Well, after that Frank told me to seek you out, then went to the party knowing you were there. I was looking and just saw you totally drunk up the stairs with Marc
I
: And who is that?
Blake: A boy at school that gave him his due last night. Since she is a sophomore espíaa girls for months and then try to, uhh ... let's say, get them. Well then I saw Frank and I looked up. We went upstairs and went into all the rooms until we found them. I was above you, trying to abuse you Aubrey. But do not worry you'll never bother you, and we gave him to have.
I
: Ehh ... I do not know what to say ... I can not believe you me telling that, and that never happened.
Blake: Yes, and if I had not wanted Frank and I had told I do not know what would have happened. Frank did not want to tell you because I wanted to protect that. Aubrey did not cry.
I
: is that I can not mourn. I feel many things together.
Blake: Yes, I do not I can put in your place to know how you feel, but I can accompany this. Aubrey always bother you since I have memory, but if you know your life was so hard, I never had. Perdoname. Perdoname.
I : How could I not forgive you after all you did for me? Thanks for telling me. Needed to know. Blake I know this sounds terrible, and I think that I never imagined saying this but .. we can be friends? I'm tired of fighting with you. Blake
: Forever, Aubrey.
I : Well, now I think I have to change it? Blake
I : I know, I have to ask a favor Blake, since you are my new friend. You can go to my house to look for clothes? Blake
: Go to your home?! But ...
I
: Come on, you owe me, I can not go I am with a towel. You enter through the back door so you do not see and walk into my room which is at the bottom of the second floor, I think I left some clothes thrown around.
Blake: Ok, that's what friends are also many favors I owe you after all these years. Stay here, it takes me.
: Thanks Blake.
I waited patiently in the same place in the bathroom, I hope nobody in my house to see.
I : Yes, I think he had left the clothes the other day, now I must change.
I : Thanks again for the clothes, but now I need to talk to Frank, you know where it went?
Blake: I think down to the entrance.
Ok, it's now or never.
was sitting on the stairs that leads to the front door. I sat on the side.
I
: What are you looking? Frank
: Dawn.
I
: But I spent the morning. Frank
: Never mind. I like to be beaten. answered without even looking. Staring at a distant point, it seemed gone.
The conversation did not go to any hand, did not know what to say. And said nothing either. We spent a full minute without speaking. And it was getting a little uncomfortable. I knew that if I wanted to talk to him I had to start at once.
I
Frank: What? Do not say you deserve that, sorry if I shouted per ..
I
Frank: Really?
I : Yes, I will not lie. Everything you said is true, I have no friends, alienates people because I have fear that disappointed me, if I had my live alone, I have no boyfriend, my parents are going to go away so I to be more one yet.
Frank: You will not be alone.
End of conversation. He returned to watch the damn fixed point, and I was already by re-calibrated feel.
I : Blake told me what happened last night.
Frank: Yeah, I doubt you can keep your mouth shut for a minute, did not believe the secret may be retained.
I : Thanks for protecting me as well.
Frank: I did the right thing had to do.
: But you could not have done. And I can never give back such a favor. Frank
: If you can give it back.
I : How? Frank
: Explicame why you left me alone, leave me. Aubrey had six years, but let me down, my parents were divorcing, and left me without even explaining why you were going.
I
: Frank, I ... sorry. I left because my parents forced me, told me we were going to see my grandmother for the weekend, so I went with my parents, and a week later, they arrived at the house My grandmother trucks of the move. It was too late. I cried a lot, my parents did not know what to do, and they sent me a child psychologist because I would not say why he was crying. Frank cried for you because you lost. Much later I learned that we had moved with my grandmother because she had cancer. And shortly after I found out she died. My parents decided to go home and when we went to school after the first half and had been a long time. Nothing was the same between us. Frank forgiveness for not being there for you when you suffered so much, if I had known, I do not know, had done something. Sorry.
Frank: If I had known why you'd never have made you feel bad for all these years. It you were the one person he trusted, unique. And you left me, and I was a sort of resentment and hatred that could never overcome. So I think I did much wrong since we parted.
I
: Frank forgive.
Frank
: Aubrey sorry.
And without saying anything, he started to approach my
Too
to be exact, she kissed me.
was short indeed. But did not understand why he was kissing me? So I broke the kiss.
I
: Frank ... I. ..
Frank: What? We did when we were little, we did it to seal our friendship, remember?
I
: Yes, but were rare at that time. And small, but we're not Frank.
Frank: But we are still rare.
I
Frank: Yeah?
I : When you kissed me the first day of school, you felt something?
not answered. He looked into my eyes, got up and without saying a word left me alone, sitting on the stairs and entered the house.
I figured I had not done a proper question at the right time, but needed to know, to know if they had been afraid, or if I missed, or if he did out of pure hatred and resentment.
Knowing that go get Frank for a response now would be the best idea, I decided to go only to find my clothes and take home because there was definitely decided not to wear those clothes never maso at least not for a long time. Had brought many problems, although it sounds silly, it's true.
soon as I entered, I saw Frank sitting in the chair he had turned his head to see who had entered.
I looked down, I went to rack and grabbed the bag where I had kept my clothes, I felt a terrible shame to have found my gaze with his, and tried to go to the entrance as quickly as possible, without looking back to the exit.
I walked to the door of my house
Crying for what he felt at that moment and what was happening to me lately ...
... I started to assemble the bags.
the company still missed Chloe, my parents were one step away from me indefinitely, and the question that he had made to Frank still hovering in my head. But it bothered me not being able to stop thinking that I had kissed WENTZ FRANK.
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